Suffering a fate is worse than death

2009-01-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

I WANT TO DELETE THIS BLOG ):

2008-11-22T12:48:00.001+08:00

I cant sleep and I miss Singapore

2008-11-06T18:38:00.001+08:00

Wherever You Will Go

So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

2008-11-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

i miss you..

2008-10-29T20:44:00.002+08:00

My classmates came to visit me just now. I'm so happy that at least there are someone out there who still care about me.

I screwed up my art and physics today. I can't do my work properly and think properly. T_T I'm so worried. I need to work. My money is decreasing as the day past by. Now I have 284k only. I spend alot on my medical fees. I need save up for my uni. Haiz.. Now I feel that I might not even get to finish my A lvl.

I feel so scared. I'm going to die. I don't want to die T_T I wish my mum could take care of me.

sayang I will miss you.
WIDIDIFY

2008-10-19T21:02:00.003+08:00

I went to CWP in the morning to buy currypuff for my breakfast -_-''' Ate 2 of it and Im so full till I skip my lunch =P After I had my breakfast, walk arounf CWP and bought a new pair of jeans and boxers. Love my new boxers HAHAAHAA~ Had a hair cut too T_T I miss my long hair.. I scared DM will be a jibai man and dont allow me to sit for my paper if he see that my hair is too long. So I cut my hair to play safe.

& I wanna wish ALL 4E1 a very very GOOD LUCK & Pls sleep early HAHAHA~ Can call me if got any last min qns to ask (:

& I wanna wish my DEAREST SWEETEST GF a very very vERY VERY GOOD LUCK for her Os and ALL THE BEST for ALL papers x33

& Someone told me that I gt a sexy lips o_O LOLS~!

Pulling my hair to find the LONGEST hair T_T btw my eyes look so COOL haha!

2008-10-17T21:26:00.002+08:00

Reading the email u used to sent me makes me cry )': I'm sorry

2008-10-17T21:00:00.002+08:00

Today is graduation day. Very emotional day for others but nt for me. Im NOT emo plus there's nth to be sad about coz we will be seeing each other even after sec sch. Today I ate lots of cakes and other food. All super nice laaa and everyone keep taking pictures with one another. I didnt bring my camera coz I dun intend to take pic with anyone. But surprisingly I took lots of pics with my friends. I hope they will send me all the pics that they have taken it with me (:

Today I went in maple and spoke to xinyi. I will remember what she told me. I don't want to be selfish.

I hope everything is fine for you

2008-10-11T23:12:00.001+08:00

GET WELL SOON SAYANG...
I DON'T WANT YOU TO SUFFER...
I DON'T WANT YOU TO BE IN PAIN...

Muackz I love you x33

2008-10-09T19:35:00.003+08:00

Today is such a boring day for me. I stay at home mugging T_T My brain is so tired that I can't even think properly. I studied too much until I forget to eat my breakfast and lunch. I didn't even buy anything for my dinner ): Im so hungry.

Yesterday I slept at 4am. Login maple and chat with xinyi frm 11.30~12.00 (: She's so nice. She brings back alot of memories haha! ReBeLsEcReT rawkz~ -_-''' I mean DEAD rebelsecret rawkz. I didn't know that she's from the same guild as me. Worse is that Im the one who added her -_-''' She told me how we met in maple xD So paiseh I can't rmb =X

After maple I lie down on my bed thinking about her. Feel extremely angry plus sad. Wanna talk to her but Im too angry to even say hi to her. So disappointed. Haizz sucky feelings.

I love superman~

2008-10-08T20:31:00.007+08:00

Guys.. Dun read this post coz it's for me.. You won't understand..

"Wad if sth bad happen to my friend? I wont forgive myself de."

Let me ask u smth.. Wat if smth happen to u? Can I forgive myself?

"Hey. Relax k. Nth will happen to me."

And let me tell u this. Y not u say it to urself? Tell urself that Nth will happen to her!

If you wan those kind of life, just say it ok. You dun have to give excuses. So if nxt time I go out with my friends to such places, pls dun stop me coz I wont listen to u too! I care about you but dont see it. Fine she's more important.

I hate this feelings.. Im so worried about you.. But you wont know and you just dont understand.. I'm so angry with you but I still care about you..

2008-10-07T11:47:00.009+08:00

1st of all, I wanna wish my girlfriend a

HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY x33
Our love will never die ^^

So I have already ans ur qn "mystery"

HmmM.. Today I didn't go to school again and soon I'm going to parkway parade to meet Amanda to settle all the problems. Going there with bro but he is not at home. I'm still waiting for him and he is so fucking late -_-'''

In the afternoon, I'm going to the hospital for my checkup and all those crap. Aww man it is a waste of time. Die means die laa.. stupid ppl waste my time.

Yea today I MUST STUDY! T_T yesterday I didn't study that much. Haizz..

Today I'm doing bio and chinese! Can you believe it?! I'm gonna study CHINESE lols! Maybe I'm going to the popular book store to find materials for my revision after my checkup.

And YAY!~ I'm gonna receive $500 again =P top 5% hehehe.. Thank god I did pretty well for my prelims xD Cheers

This is wat I do with bro when we are bored -_-'''
He ask me to take his pic.. He think he's cool o_O

2008-10-06T09:00:00.005+08:00

I was browsing through my pictures and when I see this picture, it reminds me of something which happened last year. 1 year... And I still can't forget everything. Haizz maybe I need time.. Maybe more time..

Ok lets change the topic. Ermm.. Yst I went out with my friends; Alif, Haley, Kamarul, Aisyah, Firdaus, Fatimah, Fahmi, Zawani & me. The nine of us went Raya to our teacher's house.. Mr Rahman was very happy to see us lols! We ate alot at his house. The foods is so so NICE!!! and he helped me wear the kain samping. He said I didnt tie it tightly and it might drop off anytime.
After that we went to Fahmi's house at pasir ris. Our next stop was at Alif's house in Marine Terrace. After that we went to Zawani's house at Eunos. Zawani's parents are so nice to us xD She tot I was a malay boy and she speak malay to me O_O lols! Ermm.. I collected $70 O_O wooO~ that's alot =P

We finished visiting at about 11pm+ Rush home coz my hp batt is flat -_-''' And sadly I dropped my hp coz Zawani accidentally pushed me when she wanted to fall coz the Mrt was crowded. Everyone looked . So embarrassing -_-'''

Ok I wanna bathe now.. I'm smelly and salty (quote from someone)

btw, dont you think Jeff look so happy hugging her? lols!

2008-10-04T18:06:00.002+08:00

Today is a boring day. I did nothing except studying. Yea I'm a NERD -_-''' Did alot of prac papers for my big and chemistry. Make notes for my geo and ss and I printed 38 pieces to distribute it to my classmates ^_^ I'm so nice LOLS!

Just came back from CWP with bro. He was complaining that I ride too fast and he is not ready to die -_-''' SO LAME. He hold me like a GAY! Bought some food and then went to popular to buy sketch book and lots of pens. After that ride home and use comp. Now chatting with her and I feel so happy lols =X

K laaa.. nth to say already ~

2008-10-04T01:16:00.004+08:00

I'm NOT emo

2008-10-03T10:41:00.001+08:00

This is my 1st post and I have nothing to say. Oh ya maybe I should wish all the kiddies a HAPPY BELATED CHILDREN'S DAY and SELAMAT HARI RAYA to all my malay friends.
Don't forget that this weekends we are going out to collect green packets haha! Study Hard Collect money harder~ lols~

Ermm.. yesterday I did nothing except going out and slack alone at arcade. Sat there for hours looking at people shaking their ass while ddr-ing lols~ After that, I got myself 4 piercing, 2 at my left ear and 1 at my lips and 1 at my tongue. Painful but I enjoy it ^^ I'm gonna have lots of water dripping out off my mouth while drinking =P Thn, I went to gheylang ~ woots!!! Went there to do something =P You should noe wad laaa.. Too shy to say it out =X

And I skipped school again today. Feel extremely tired and I got no mood to go to school and see all those fucking teachers. Plus I have not got myself a haircut so if I go to school, I will be in school suspension. So what's the point of going to school right? Might as well slack at home and go out with Jeff or his sister. Actually everyone who is taking their Os are staying at home to study. Since the school does not give us time to study at home, we declare our own "study holiday" LOLS~ We are so creative and smart. I bet all teachers are having a headache trying to figure out ways to force the students to come back to school. We finished our syllabus when we are in sec 3 so what's the point going to school when theres nothing left to learn -_-'''

Yay! I didnt realise I have typed so much in here. At 1st I got nothing to say but Weeeehhaaa~ I wrote alot actually xD

gtg~ bye

went to gheylang to buy baju melayu laaaaa.. x(^_^ )X